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Tuesday, August 3, 2010

The Ex- Files - Fact or Fiction Anyone?

There's something about him that turns me on madly. Could it be the way our lips fit like God made them right after each other? Or the way he works his magic on me? All I know is that I find myself in ecstasy; moaning and groaning, breathing hoarsely into his ear, tugging at his hair and whispering his name. This isn't right, I know. We both have our significant others but secretly, I wonder if it feels this good with her. If he kisses her like its his dying day, if he holds her like its his last wish. We don't talk about her, I don't talk about him because when we're together the world stops for us. It really does.

We don't go that far but we do everything else in between...everything. Secretly, I wonder what it would feel like if we went all the way. I let my thought slide to my mouth. He tells me It would be painful, painful pleasure, he says.

He know my spot, he devours it; tempting and taunting my body. I still feel ecstasy, I close my eyes and let the feeling wash over me. Even when his hands have departed from my body, i let an occasional moan slip. I'm still in ecstasy.

"I've got to go now" he says
I dont want him to. He plants lingering kisses on my lips, lifts me up off the ground and then he's gone.

Minutes later, ecstasy starts escaping, slowly defying my thoughts. The moment is gone, I can see clearly now. All I feel is guilt and sorrow.

He's my Ex, that's all he should be. I know we can never be now, because what he does to her he'll do to me. He's not going to call me for days, when he does, he'll apologise profusely and ask to come over. I'll accept, denying the inevitable.

I open the door, its his face smiling down at me. Its the Ex-Files all over again.



FACT OR FICTION ? LOL

16 comments:

Myne Whitman said...

Fact or fiction? It's the first for a lot of people and makes a good second. Nice...but exes should remain there in the past sha..

YankeeNaija said...

I agree w/ Myne. Leave those exes alone. They're exes for a reason. Instead of remembering ecstasy, remember what it was that drew you apart and made you exes. And besides, it's not fair to both your significant others. Sorry to sound like a nag, but fair is fair. I hope it's fiction.

GaGaPosh said...

Zel please who are you and how did you get in my head?? lool!
in my case, its fact!!

T.Notes said...

Ehmmmmm, people, lets put the preaching aside for a wee second n hoot: HAWT HAWT HAWT!!!!!Girl, you've got my imagination now running wild!!!!
We'll get back to the morality of this in a sec!

cerberus said...

I'll go with fact.

Loving the way you write.

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jhazmyn said...

I can actually relate to this o, that person with whom you share that deep attraction (and nothing more, as in my case), and you know it wont lead anywhere, yet....

Thankfully, the only time this happened, I moved to another town so far away from the dude, so that ended that...phew.

Exes should totally remain in the past o, no need digging that trash up again ;).

So tell me...is it fact or fiction???

bArOquE said...

Have you seen It's Complicated? if NO, then you should...heehee
i like the idea of exes, they are the real friends with benefits...
you're an adult, do what you like, just dont get caught
afterall, you're not having sex...waste of time...thus it be FICTION!

ZeL said...

Well 2 facts, one fiction....I'll be back here in a bit

ZeL said...

@cerberus : Thanks

Miss Enigma a.k.a UnderCover07 said...

This babe u want to unleash my locked up agro...lol. Nice writing, keep it up!!!

musco said...

Is this the sensual season on blogville?Everybody seeems to be writing something sensual lately.

Fact or fiction?

There's obviously an element of truth in this...

rayo said...

Fact?

Lara said...

Fact or Fiction? I sense some fact,either way exes should remain in the past.

T.Notes said...

Well get back already n spill the dirty!

ZeL said...

The middle ground is the safest place. So i would say its both fact and fiction

Vanity said...

Fact but I have learned to keep him in my past

http://somepeoplehaverealproblems-vain.blogspot.com/2010/08/go-jerk-off.html

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